Seeking Refuge, A Mother's Embrace

In the depths of silence, battles waged,

Within my soul, tension uncaged.

Seeking solace, a mother’s embrace,

To calm my thoughts, to find my place.

The invisible enemy haunts my mind,

Running away, a thought unkind.

But bound by ties I can't escape,

I remain attached, my heart's terrain.

Am I truly tired, or is it just a guise,

To hide my emptiness, my own demise?

Not happy, not sad, emotions unsure,

Lost in a haze, seeking a cure.

Where do I belong? Nowhere it seems,

No thoughts of darkness, nothing so vile,

Just a desire to find self again.

A spectator in conversations I become,

Observing myself, feeling numb.

To explain how I feel remains a challenge.

Yearning to be understood, not misread.

Not knowing what's wrong, I seek divine,

A moment of prayer, my soul aligns.

In this season of stillness, faith will bloom,

Patiently waiting, seeking refuge in a mother’s embrace.